role models

Nothing is like the moment, when the lies you have been telling yourself, become apparent as lies, but that only happens when receptors of ones mind are open to the right universal frequency..Like when I saw Boyz in the Hood with my father and it made me think about how good I really had it, because all I had to dodge warrior rednecks with beer bottles, rather than crack dealers with automatic weapons, still feel sorry for myself sometimes as I have too little adversity or challenges to deal with in my life, so I tend to create my own adversity sometimes, but people who never learn how to curb that impulse live very short lives on average..I'm working on discipline..Ice Cube said it best, "I ain't no mutherfuckin role model"